my state
of mind
is one of questioning
and wonder
is one of searching
between the fractures
of memories
and mirrors
what if scenarios
play hide and seek
in my mind
play already written
roles and dialogues
or even silent
monologues
to come
to be eventually
never found
in reality
in the script
of current pages
of what is
and simultaneously
will never be
when my mind
stops waiting and wishing
when I
stop looking for answers
in the dark
a new stage arrises
at the foreground
of my momentary moments
a natural state
of trees, birds and skies
not pretending to be
but are
what they do
bringing life
to the audience
of observers
one last time
I wonder;
if I look
will I know
when my eyes
are closed
or blinded
by the light